#2058

I posted on anon but I may refer as sun. So these days, my dorm mates are ignoring me. They somehow gave me these looks when I was with them. I don’t know what to do so I cried when they talked together, leaving me behind. They didn’t want to sit near me, always leaving me all alone. They talked behind my back. But I tried to entertain them by cooking meals for them but it’s flat out didn’t work, they still acted the same. I also space out a lot, talked to myself. When does God going to call me? I’m so sick, I can’t take this anymore. I am mentally and physically sick. But everyone is just so oblivious. Or maybe they don’t care. I don’t know. I’ve been talking to my boyfriend and I just feel so insecure about myself. He is an asexual and he never said he like or love me as in a relationship. It’s just yesterday, I cried my eyes out in my dorm room. Please. I just want them to understand that I’m depressed and they somehow make it worse.

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  1. Why do you care so much what other think? I barely have friends either but this fact Ive come to enjoy very much. As for the depression and asexual bf, lol.

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  2. I have good days and bad days, but when those bad days arrive I forget all about what makes me happy and just focus on that one thing that made it a bad day; a snide comment, a bad grade, or how much of a fvck up I am.
    It’s easier said than done… the action of ignoring others perception of you.

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