#2050

(Context: I’m in 8th grade, a girl, and now identify as bisexual)
I had a best friend back in 6th grade and she was bisexual. One day she said she liked me and asked me out.
I rejected her.
Honestly I didn’t feel like having a relationship at the time and I really did consider it, I really did. Even though I considered myself straight back then. We remained friends until I moved to another school in 7th grade.
I’m in 8th grade and I really miss her. The reason I’m telling you this is because I think I was beggining to love her but I never got past the friendship stage. There is a way to contact her but that person doesn’t have their phone so I have to wait. I want to talk to her and I really wish I accepted your confession.
I’m sorry.
I hope I get to see you again.
I just…
Wish I could’ve spent more time with you.
I hope I get to in the future.
I miss you.
And to the person who made it this far, I hope you have a good day and get what you’re looking for soon.
Okay, bye.

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  1. So, you’re way too young and this is puppy love girly. What I would do is just move on. If thing happen or she reaches out than yeah maybe go for it but I think grade school years are very complicated because you’re just barley trying to figure out who you are and how you sexually identify. Right now it’s trial and error. You date some people, you like them and you stay together or you move on and try again. Don’t put your life on pause because of one girl when there a world of 7 billion people. Especially when you’re this young and feeling are strong and confusing.

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