I am 18. My parents fight everyday and i have seen them like this since i was a kid. Seeing them like this kills me. This has started to affect my relationship with friends and family. I am never in a good mood and i push everyone away from me. I can’t concentrate on my studies either. I want to kill myself but i am too afraid. I can’t remember when was the last time we sat together as a family and watch tv or had dinner. It hurts so much seeing other happy families. I am tired of crying myself to sleep everyday. I want to end my life.