My fiancé has had a love for someone almost our whole relationship- 4 years. Most people would just leave, but she hasn’t had any physical contact with this person in over 8 years. He is married and has children. They had been talking for a while and, today she let me know she finally told him she had to let go.
I love her with everything in me but for some reason I just feel mentally hurt- and I haven’t told her that these past 3 months I have been contemplating checking into a wellness center for depression. Im just lost- my “friends” aren’t really relevant and I can never find the motivation I need for a positive or accomplished day.
I’m posting this just so someone knows.
I’m not suicidal.. I’m just having a really stressed out time being a good honest person.