I’m sad to say that I gave up.
I can’t handle all this pain.
I’m a huge disappointment
I can’t even find words to express myself
i hate myself so fuckin much
for wasting a lot of time
for wasting my parent’s money
for wasting the dream that I’m not even sure if it belongs to me or not
I can’t fake my smile anymore
I’m trembling and full of fear
I wish if I could fix things or make them right
Oh Lord, i know that You hear me
I need Your help
I’m weak
I’m a mess
I’m troublemaker
but I need Your help

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