Am married with a kid now. My husband s a good partner. I got married by force and also to forgot my past love. I can’t say him as ex. Because we haven’t not spent a day as lovers. He is my school friend. We r much close and no secrets between us. There was a misunderstanding during my marriage so I left him. We know we both love each other but we didn’t express ourselves. He is not settled at that time and even I had some family issues so we didn’t get a chance to say. I started to have the feeling first. Once I started preparing for marriage. He came and confessed. I waited for him a year to hear that. I can’t go back to him so I decided to get married. We didn’t talk for 2 long years but still I didn’t get rid of his thoughts. We r back as friends but still we are longing to be together. I know I should have waited for him but I had no choice other than marriage at that time. I don’t know what to do. Please give some advice.