i think i might have bipolar disorder. i needed to check online for symptoms just to make sure, and i qualify for a lot of them. i haven’t told my parents or friends because i think they would just brush it off as mood swings and being overreactive. when i had an annual doctors checkup, he asked me if i had any suicidal thoughts. i had, but i didn’t tell him since my mom was in the room and she thinks i’m her happy, bright princess. there’s no one really to tell, so i confess here. i really hope i don’t have any more suicidal thoughts and my mood brightens up just a bit.