I don’t know but I hate myself a lot. I think so I am the most ugliest human being in the whole world. Everyone just leaves me and hates me because I am not like them . Some of my friends feels insulting when they are with me. They ignore me and it really feel bad.All such things not heart me anymore. The thing that heart me is that I leave a very good person only because of his caste. It is worst thing I have ever done in my life. Everyday I fell regret for that. Now I am single and it feels to me I need him.but I can’t . I want someone that understands me and never judge me and except me as I am . I have tried tinder too but people are there only for hookups. Yes I am virgin and I love that. I can’t go with anyone for hook up.