Everyday is a battle. I try my best to be fine, out a smile on my face and keep going in life no matter how much the pain I’m feeling right now because of you. But the sad thing is, at the end of the day when I’m about to sleep, curled into a ball I suddenly start crying like now. My chest feels so heavy it wants to burst, my eyes burst into tears like a flowing falls the tesrs won’t stop flowing. I cried and cried and cried and cried until I can’t cry anymore, I then close my eyes hoping after all the crying I’ll at least have a good dream. The next day I start my day again with a smile and cycle repeats.