I can’t say it out loud but I think I kind of like you. I’ve been thinking of you every now and then and it kind of hurts me that we’ll probably lose contact with each other for…ever? You’ll be going to another country and I don’t know…I know I’m not supposed to crush on other people now that I’m in a relationship, but why? Why? Why is my brain doing this to me? I can’t just leave the person I’m with now — I love them. But why do I like you too?
The human psyche is indeed a fickle one.
You’re so innocent, so kind…I shouldn’t be having these dirty, dirty thoughts about you.
So please reject me.
So I can move on.
Show a sign that you like someone else.
I just want my mind to be free.