My ex husband tried to make me commit suicide. He wanted a divorce but didnt want to divide assets.Some of the things he said when he was raging at me were that my daughter was ashamed of me, she didn’t like or love me, she couldn’t stand me.I felt so miserable, I wanted to die. I called my daughter, she said she didn’t care, she didn’t want to hear anything bad about her daddy, to call a hotline. I was hurt and said something mean to her that I didn’t mean. She cut off anycontact since then, that was almost 2 years ago.My ex and his mom have taken interest in my daughter now. Everyone acts like I never existed.Those two were my world.I keep trying so hard to hold on. Everyday is like a nightmare I can’t wake up from.It hurts so bad.I keep thinking about eating all my heart medicine at once. I think I’ll just go to sleep and not wake up again.I don’t want to live feeling like this.Everyday is worse than the last one.I love my daughter and ex with all my heart. They don’t love me anymore.I don’t want to live like this. I don’t know how much more I can take.Trying really hard to hold on.