Saw our old conversation. The the pain and the feeling of missing you hit me so hard again. I’ve been trying to forget been trying to move on. Because I’m the one who’s stuck when you clearly already forgot about me. You’re having fun somewhere else maybe with a new girl. Deleting those messages, is a step of letting go of this stupid feeling. It hurts, I’m crying, I’m missing you and I’m so close to sending you another message again but I have to stop. Stop everything. I even want to stop my own heart beat.