#1594

I’ve been trying to wake up every day thinking I’ll be better than yesterday but to be honest, I’m exhausted. No I’m not feeling any better than yesterday but rather I’m feeling worse than before. I have a lot to say, things I want to clear but no one will answer it because he refuses. People said I should just drop it and forget it but they’re not in my shoes so it’s easy for them to say it. I overthink when I’m left unanswered, and cries everyday, every night because of this unbearable pain that won’t just go away, my mind is clouded of thoughts about you. I just need one last conversation with you but I guess you’ll never allow that. You left me in the air and there’s nothing to hold on to but just fall down into nothingness. I’ll disappear from your life like what you wanted, disappear for good.

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