My best friend just told me that he’s dating my other best friend, and for some reason I can’t completely feel happy for him. The only thought that plagues my mind is one of envy. I used to say that you don’t always need romantic love to be happy. But here I am renouncing my own words, again. Why must I be left alone with no one while many other people can be happy with their boyfriend/girlfriend? And why does always happen to people I’ve befriended?
Sometimes I wonder if anyone out there in the world would ever have such feelings for me.